Do you think washing her clothes now is too soon? I guess I'm getting antsy. For about 3 months now, Faith's clothes have sat on the toddler bed. (Do clothes sit?)
I want to wash them. I wonder if they'll get too much dust on them if we have a while yet until travel call.
I'm going to wash them today because it gives me a sort of closeness to her.
I can't wait until I can smell her, set my eyes upon her, touch her, and hear her. I'm sure unfortunately at some point I'll even taste her sweat, tears, or snot. If you've been a parent you know this happens accidentally from time to time.
Oh, God, PLEASE, let her heart be healed when it is broken by me, when I take her from the only family she can remember.